don't lj much...


So.. now that I have computer access I'm starting to get back into egl [ so much drama right now after 7 months] .. but I still don't think I'll post much here... not that I don't like lj; I just like my blog more.  I'm not a big writer and although lj and a blog are, well, pretty much the same, the word "journal" really has more impact to me.  My posts can't be just a picture and a caption (well technically I could do whatever I want) because this is a journal.  Maybe I'll occasionally post when i'm in a "journaling mood," but I'm not sure...

Anyway, here's my blog (I don't update this much either but whatever)...

school's almost over...

and i just realized that when i get back i'll never see some people again--- i'll be a senior D=

it's kind of scary to realize that a whole year of my "normal high school live" will be gone
not only will i miss people but prom, classes, etc...

yet, i know that next year will make it all worthwhile =]

wowzas

school has just came to a close... again i can't believe its the 11th time this has happened to me [not counting pre school].  i'm starting to realize that i'll be separated from my friends and family- for a year!  soon i'll be the exchange student in japan- confused, lost, scared? yet i'm not nervous- [at least for now] maybe because i believe that somehow ill be happier [i've always been able to talk to strangers better than friends... ]  or i feel that i'm already in that phase of my life so whats wrong with being confused somewhere else instead of my boring town... whatever the reason for my lack of nervousness i'm leaving... august 21... a little more than two months. wowzas [yes i ruined the moment haha]